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SANITY
It is neither something to be corrected nor transformed … Letting it be without seeking is the meditation training. — Naropa, from The Summary of Mahamudra In the light of true sanity, the most bewildering discovery is that there is nothing inherently existing here that was ever restrained by the conditioned mind. Our Buddha-nature is utterly untainted and blindingly obvious, and is never touched by fundamental ignorance. There was only the mechanical activity of conditioning
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Jul 42 min read


The Charnel Ground After Awakening (Bardo of Reality)
But, nevertheless, if there is even the slightest recognition, liberation is easy. Should you ask why this is so—it is because once the awesome, terrifying and fearful appearances arise, the awareness does not have the luxury of distraction. The awareness is one-pointedly concentrated. ― Karma-glin-pa, from The Tibetan Book of the Dead When the self-structure dissolves, it is common to experience a temporary, beautiful honeymoon phase. The world appears radiating innately awa
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Jun 205 min read


Decoding the Wrathful Cypher: The Self-Teaching Sky of Rigpa
This is the fanciful writing of a beggar lady, the unspiritual prattling of a parrot. If seen by others, it will cause embarrassment... I have no wealth to offer, no grand lineage to boast of. I have only this naked mind resting in empty lucidity. — from I don't Believe in Samsara, by Sera Khandro (translated by Christina Monson as part of the Ḍākinī Treasury Series) When a powerful, deep realization occurs alongside a history of severe trauma, the refinement of that awakenin
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May 305 min read


The Empowered Means: Beyond the Myth of Instant Enlightenment
When the mind is bound, the elements are bound. When the mind is released, the elements are released without doubt. By the melting of the knots in the central channel, the dense physical frame becomes a radiant body of pure gnostic light. — Mahasiddha Saraha (from The Dohākoṣa) The spiritual marketplace sells enlightenment as a sudden, ground-breaking shift of perspective. But true liberation is a paradox: it means realizing the seeker on the path is not an autonomous entity,
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May 203 min read


Utterly Intertwined: Unilocality and the Frequency Recognizing Itself
I prostrate to the Perfect Buddha / who taught that whatever is dependently arisen is / unceasing, unborn / unannihilated, not permanent / not coming, not going / without distinction, without identity / and free from conceptual construction. — from the opening of Mulamadhyamakakarika by Nagarjuna There is a particular quality of aloneness that the path produces — not loneliness, not isolation, although it may feel like that at times. It’s something more fundamental. The sense
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Mar 233 min read


The Breath of Automatic Freedom (Embodied Liberation)
As long as there is an ego, there are demons. When there is no more ego, there are no more demons either! If there is no ego, there is no more object to cut through, nor is there anymore fear or terror. — Machig Labdrön When the 10th fetter (ignorance/not-knowing) finally drops, terms like awakening or enlightenment feel like clunky, dualistic toys. While some might lucidly emphasize the "no big deal" aspect of this condition in their communications—to prevent the ego from s
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Feb 113 min read


Indestructible Radiance: Digesting the Shadow into Panoramic Transparency
The great garuda‘s wings develop within the egg, but enveloped by the shell they are not apparent until the bird hatches, and instantly soars into the sky. Likewise, delusive dualistic perception already resolved, the clear spontaneity of pure presence is self-sprung. Only when the shell of congealed residue cracks open, luminous sublime form then fills the spacious sky. — from Spaciousness: The Radical Dzogchen of the Vajra-Heart From the viewpoint of Basic Sanity, our shad
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Jan 304 min read


Total Dynamic Functioning: Spontaneity, Ego, and the Paradox of "Crazy Wisdom"
I am from the unborn sphere of all phenomena. I consume concepts of duality as my diet. I act in the way of the Buddhas of the three times. — Padmasambhava This article examines spontaneity as a fundamental component of the awakening process. It further explores the interplay between intuition, ego, and discernment in teacher-student dynamics, and introduces the concept of crazy wisdom. We often encounter the terms spontaneity, naturalness and effortlessness early on the pat
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Jan 411 min read


Nonduality, Oneness and Existential Aloneness
If you have experiential glimpses of unbound consciousness, if you see there are no actual boundaries to be found in the sense data, if...
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Aug 27, 20255 min read


Kundalini: The Creative Pulse of Consciousness
One of the paradoxes of kundalini awakening is that it is simultaneously an expansion process that brings greater perspective and the ability to access cosmic consciousness, as well as a contracting or individuating process that allows us to realize our individual potential as human beings. — Mary Shutan Kundalini awakening is a term that is often used in spirituality to describe various psycho-somatic processes and experiences that range from subtle bodily trembling to drama
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Jul 17, 20256 min read


Enlightenment is a Trip
When my big awakening shift occurred in 2022, after a decade of unraveling, it culminated in something that felt like the great death....
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Jun 25, 20257 min read


Born Spontaneously into the Primordial State
The paradox of the natural state lies in the tension between the utter completeness that already exists within us and the total...
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May 28, 20254 min read


Luminous Phantoms of Delight
There is something mysterious in fully embracing our humanness Redemptive love bleeds from deep heart break Your most human flaw is the...
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May 12, 20252 min read


The Truth of Your Being Perpetually Surrenders to What Is
Awakening is a solitary journey. Only someone who has gone to the root of suffering can relate to how excruciating this process feels...
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May 8, 20254 min read


The All-Conquering Force
What is the impulse to know Truth directly? I would say this force is the true guru. It’s raw instinctual push for non conceptual Reality...
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Feb 26, 20255 min read


Everything Has the One Taste: personal share
I have slowly begun to teach during the past few of years (almost as if against my will!) Loving it, by the way. It’s not always ease and...
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Feb 22, 20254 min read


True Nature of Mind is Openness and Play
There are six fundamental realms, and each is a magnificent unit of its own In this lucid creative madness called human experience And...
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Jan 15, 20253 min read


Nonsensical! Nonreferential! Marvelous!
I've been feeling into this for awhile So here it is That is the thing with meaning In these nondual circles It is not exactly true that...
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Jan 8, 20253 min read


The Dances of the Vajra Body
While absorbed in the contemplation of Emptiness, the superb shunyata I emitted the following words When I try to locate anything it just...
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Jan 1, 20252 min read


When the Ground Shatters
We often hear in nondual teachings about the groundless nature of Reality. We may have instinctual glimpses into this ‘non graspable’,...
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Nov 27, 20246 min read
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