Beyond

 

 

When you awaken to reality

Everything is awake

A matrix of vivid cognizant nature

Imaginative power, lushness and alive intelligence

Yet with basic clarity comes incapability to believe in enlightened expression

Incapability to see something really here

When we first taste universal presence it could be easy to make a conclusion and state:

“This divinity is the essence of all being, it is everywhere I look and everything is made of it”

And then, everything dissolves

Presence has no substantial reality

Just say “This is it”

And she will instantly pull the rug from under your feet

Consummation morphs into a luminous ghost

Staring you in the eyes with piercing absence

A vision of detached sobriety

First it may feel like:

“I died in illumination”

Uncreated openness, open boundlessness

When desire and emptiness merge

There is nothing to be seen

This ‘seeing’ is peace beyond all understanding

Primordial wakefulness beyond self, beyond God

Silence that knows no confines of existence

Aliveness that arises dependently, lacking actual reality

Grief that melts into absence of resistance

Indifference that shines as great equanimity

Longing that dissolves in blissful cessation

Words can never touch this

Nothing can be said about this

The most intimate and primary experiencing

Prior to all becoming